::that moment when you kiss him & everything around you becomez hazy, the onLy thing in focus is *yOu and that boy*, and you realize that he's the only person you are suppose to kiss for the rest of your life .. for that one mOment you get this amazing gift, aNd you want to smile and cry because you feel s0o lucky that you found it, and s0o scared that its goin to go away all at the same time.::
so friday night i went to the base movie theatre and saw scary movie 3... i so do not recommend it... it was funny but the first ones were better! oh well.. so i walked there with some friends and we walked threw the woods and shyt it was scary!!! man i was freakin out! well then after the movie i saw my new friend angel! then lizzie got stuck in hand cuffs !!! that was really funny!talked to sean walker yesterday he is too damn cool!
but anyways!!!! today was pretty boring i think! ahh!!!!!!!!!!!
i cannot think straight today was so unusual... i am worried! i got butterflies all in my stomach (thank you shawn!). i am also some what sad because my kinda boyfriend is somewhut shallow... i asked him why he liked me and the only reasons he came up with were " because ur beautiful, and i love your smile..." that doesnt sound like love to me it is LUST! they are different! to lust and to love are enjoying but i am not just a pretty face (im not really even that attractive)!!! he said he wouldnt go out with me if i was ugly! i dont know what to do i love his attention but i want some one more like shawn, yes he told me i was pretty but that isnt all to him he gives me butterflies and holds me just right, he has even said i was very pretty but he didnt like me as a girlfriend... but does he now??? he used to. maybe i myself am too shallow... please help me